Time really goes by so fast. Imagine, we are already more than halfway before the year ends again. Have we ever asked ourselves, what have we done on those seven months that we have already spent for this year? What memories have we made that wont be lost for the rest of our lives? What are the things that we have learned for this year? Have you notice something that has been changed? Have you ever asked yourself, why are you still alive? Have you ever asked yourself those questions and more? And, realized something.
To admit it, nope even I haven’t. Not until i was writing this for myself and for anyone who can relate. Or I think I’m enjoying life now more than ever.
I’ve learn a lot though, I just don’t know if I can use those knowledge for the rest of my life. I’ve learn that you should not prioritize working over your study, but what can i do, if working could give something that studying is taking from me. And what work gives to me can help me a lot better with my study.
I’ve also learned what ever happens, life must go on. No surrender, just fight, there’s more to life than i know it. There might be bad days, but remember there are 365 days in a year, and the world is still not gonna end after billions of years. All we have is a life time. That’s not as a much as a million, but again there’s a lot more to it.
And, I tried tried to love again. Almost forgot how, and I always messed up with it.
Honestly I’m afraid. Afraid to move on with my life since i don’t know whats gonna be my fate. All I put into my mind is I got a dream to be made true. I still got a lot of things to do, and everything is just an obstacle to be dodged in order for me not to fall down. Because when you’re down the only way to go is up.
The year is almost over, but yet we still got five months to do something productive, something memorable, some thing good with this lives of ours.